Lost

I dont give myself breaks much... But lately life is just falling to pieces and picking it all back up right just isnt working. I ran a 5k with a close friend this morning and it was her first time. It was an incredible experience to be apart of and I am so proud of her. It gave me motivation to get my crap figured out. I am not happy with myself or where I am at. Its wrong and its not me. The great thing is its not to late. Its never to late to do what you need to, to become who you want or transform yourself or your body. I let life get to busy for me and then let every weakness back in. I am stepping out and back and trying to get perspective so I can climb back in and make it work. We come to a point where it sucks and its just time to suck it up and figure it out and do it. So we do... we wake up tomorrow and do it.