Inspiration

I cant even say how out of this world this week has been. It's been incredible. I am officially a gym junky again. I cant seem to get enough of the gym. I find an inner peace and motivation when I am in there like I can do anything. I walk in the front doors and the world stays out. I take in the moment and that's all there is. Me and the weights. Me and the bike. Me and the treadmill. I let everything out and get out of my head and focus on the moment. Just that one moment. When I am pushing it and the pain is too much I clear my head. Focus on my breathing. Moments full of meditation. I almost find everything slowing down around me and its all in perfect unity. I hear the beat of my music pulsing through my ears and I do another rep. The sweat beads up on my head then slowly rolls down the side of my face down my neck to be soaked up by my cotton cut off t-shirt. One more rep and I see my veins start to bulge out of my forearm. I look up and see myself in the mirror... one more rep. In my head I see my IdealShape a slim toned waist, ripped arms, muscular thighs, thick defined calves... one more rep... one more rep.. one more step.. one more moment closer to my goals... Just one more rep. I finish up and wipe the sweat from my face and head and start heading towards the exit and I open up those doors and I feel the world rush back into my head. The lack of money. The stress of school. The messy room I have to clean up at home. The friend I have to call back. The jobs I have to get done. Then I think... one moment at a time. I can do it all. One thing at a time... one moment at time and I know I will accomplish everything I ever dreamed of.